02231nam a22002297a 4500 3228 20260413111915.0 260413b sa ||||| |||| 00| 0 eng d 9781990973420 paperback mpl 3228 rda English NF 070.92 LAGA 198046 Lagardien, Ismail Author Too white to be coloured too coloured to be black : on search for home and meaning Lagardien, Ismail First edition Cape Town, South Africa Melinda Ferguson Books 2022 244 pages:16 unnumbered pages, illustrations, portraits (some color), 24 cm. Autobiography of a South African man exploring his complex racial identity and experiences growing up in a society with strict racial classifications, navigating multiple cultures and communities. Too White to be Coloured, Too Coloured to be Black is a dazzling hybrid of memoir, commentary, first-hand observation and analysis, encapsulating defining moments of contemporary South African history and society. As a photographer, journalist, academic and columnist, the author forces a conversation between the present and the past of a country wracked by racial injustice. In exposing details of his own life - how the personal is interwoven with the public, and how the past cannot be separated from the present - Lagardien provides a taut indictment of South Africa's politics of race and recrimination. Throughout the book he pauses, often, on his own failures and shortcomings, in search of freedom; looking back, always, as if to find more pain in the past to perhaps fill the emptiness of displacement and meaninglessness. Tortured by psychological and physical violence and struggles with his "coloured" white skin and green eyes, he eventually drifts away from the ties that bind one to family, faith, identity and community towards displacement. Eventually Lagardien comes to accept his own helplessness and lack of purpose, without surrendering responsibility for his own choices. A triumphant marriage between intellectual rigour and personal disillusionment."-- Back cover. Non - fiction BOOK ddc 6786 Chimezie Obi 6786 Chimezie Obi 796329 796328 0 0 ddc 0 0 3228 MBOMRL NELSL Non_Fiction 2026-04-13 340.00 NF 070.92 LAGA 3228200051601 2026-04-13 2026-04-13 BOOK